This Holiday Shopping Guide suggestion comes from Lori Ostlund:
In 2006, I attended the Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference,
where I had the opportunity to hear Richard Siken read “Litany in Which Certain
Things Are Crossed Out,” from his poetry collection Crush (Yale University Press, 2005), which won the 2004 Yale Series of Younger Poets
competition. I cannot put into words
how I feel about this collection, except to say that it terrifies and
exhilarates me, and when I am feeling discouraged, especially when I am feeling
discouraged about my own writing, I take this collection out and read from it
to myself, aloud. There are some poems
that I return to repeatedly, poems such as the one that I heard Siken read that
afternoon at Bread Loaf, which begins as follows:
Every morning the maple leaves. Every morning another chapter where the hero shifts from one foot to the other. Every morning the same big and little words all spelling out desire, all spelling out You will be alone always and then you will die. So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation. Dear So-and-So, I'm sorry I couldn't come to your party. Dear So-and-So, I'm sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing. You want a better story. Who wouldn't?
The title refers, of course, to the crush of infatuation,
though this infatuation is of an obsessive, even violent, nature, and so the
title refers as well to the way that lovers crush one another. There are some poems that I love, such as “A
Primer for the Small Weird Loves,” but that I sometimes cannot read, silently
or aloud. There are others that I have
read perhaps a hundred times, poems such as “Boot Theory” and “Scheherazade,”
which opens the collection and is a love poem (of sorts) that describes the
beginning of romance, a beginning that is giddy and reckless and marked by its
own transience:
Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake
and dress them in warm clothes again.
How it was late, and no one could sleep, the horses running
until they forget that they are horses.
It's not like a tree where the roots have to end somewhere,
it's more like a song on a policeman's radio,
how we rolled up the carpet so we could dance, and the days
were bright red, and every time we kissed there was another apple
to slice into pieces.
Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it's noon, that means
we're inconsolable.
Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.
These, our bodies, possessed by light.
Tell me we'll never get used to it.
These poems are filled with desperation and sadness, wit and
beauty, love and loneliness. Though this probably does not need to be said,
this is not a book that you give indiscriminately, as a stocking stuffer at
work or to an acquaintance who has, in passing, mentioned an interest in
poetry. When I returned from Bread Loaf,
exhausted, especially after a sleepless final night cleaning up after a
vomiting roommate, I staggered into the house, presented my partner with a copy
of Crush, and read to her before
falling into a deep sleep. She still
considers it the best gift I’ve ever given her.
Crush is not for everyone, and
I mean that in the best sense.
Two other recommendations: one is a subscription to New England Review,
my favorite
journal. I gave a subscription to a
friend earlier this year, and when I saw her last month, she told me that NER
has become her favorite journal also and that she gives her copy to a friend,
who makes comments on post its as she reads.
In this way, they have a ‘conversation’ about the work. My second suggestion is the recently released
paperback edition of Nancy Zafris’s The
People I Know, which won the Flannery O’Connor Award for Short Fiction in
1990. Among my favorite stories are “A Minor Fatality,” “The People I Know,”
and “Grace’s Reply.” I’ve already
started handing this book out to lucky friends.
Lori Ostlund’s
first collection of stories, The Bigness
of the World, won the 2008 Flannery O’Connor Award for Short Fiction and
was published by the University
of Georgia Press in fall
2009. Her stories have appeared in New
England Review, Bellingham Review, The Georgia
Review, The Kenyon Review, Hobart,
and Prairie Schooner, among other
journals. In 2009, she was one of
six emerging women writers honored with a Rona Jaffe Foundation Writers’ Award. She teaches developmental English and story
writing at The Art Institute of California-San Francisco and is at work on a
novel.
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